Thursday, September 01, 2005




NO WAY OUT





I bet everyone would have thought abt this at some part of the life or the other.If u dint get this thought in ur mind .. then u r a GIFT OF GOD .

My problem is i feel the world out there is no better than the jungle..I feel so coz the main funda for living in this world is to FIGHT fight for a peaceful life .. (LOL ... ironical!! dont u think)
Ok my problem started right frm the moment i was a kid..
Everyone said "Study well else u ll hav a miserable future"..Ah .. that was a thought provoking advice ... it was having a tempting offer too .. "wrk till +2 its important after that life is cool".. (what an offer!!).
So i sat down straining my neck learning all sorts of crap some useful though .. (a butterfly like beautiful childhood is wasted turning into a bookworm).
PHEW!! its +2 time .. and with gr8 difficulty i surpassed the hurdle of life and thought that its all over .. But that was just the beginning of a more difficult phase.I found my way into Engineering with a lot of plans of enjoyment .
But the same old problem creeps up again ..
Study well otherwise u wud not get a job ...
This advice too sms to b a bit convincing ..So back to wrk ..(not tat srs though)
On the verge of completing 4 years with a job in hand .. now time to relax is the next thought in my mind ..
Then another dream breaker ... this time the tension of "JOB GUARANTEE".Another valid reason .. and the solution 2 more yrs of studies .. (not feeling to do though [;)])
Ah .. and i dont think that all ll v over after those two yrs ... the job ll hav a lot of challenges .. "submitting projects in time,company finding a better alternative for me"
GOD when is the end for all these tensions ??? is what i keep brooding over ..

Important of all ...
Not only with the case of studies .. this tension continues even in the case of convincing a gal to share her life with a person like u who knows nothing but a theoritical wrld and even proving that u better than others.

Now i am feeling bugged competing .. life is not just competing .. its just to live ur life out enjoyin to the full... the beauty is to live and not in struggling to live ...
Let the wrld b for the one who hav the will to fight still ... coz its basically "SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST".
The fight for me has ended now its time to live in peace.

PS : This was my decision everytime i think of this topic .. but competing has its own satisfaction if u stand out to b a winner in a cut- throat competition .. and i get tempted to take the next challenge too ...